Vs. Heroism

I always hold myself to much higher standards than I let on to anyone. Even as I slay the undead, and try to do what's right, lately, it's all too much. It's all getting too hard, and I want to just run away, and stop being the good guy, stop saving everyone, stop apologizing every time someone doesn't like what I say. It's all getting really hard and I'm not sure how much longer I can do this. It's the little thank yous that seem to keep me going.